Drug Addiction Stories & Info

@Susie
i fell you there i dont like what i have become so much so that i dont go out of the house but to go to doctor vists or let my dog out or to the store the evil spirits call them just know how to get at me. a couple of years ago it was an every day thing but now it is getting better i just recently got this thing called the computer and am learning alot of things like how to use it and it in turn is going to hopfuly help me get over my addiction for the long hall hope nothing but the best for you just keep plucking away at it and one day you will be victious i sure.

I am 51 years of age and i smoked pot till about 8 years ago then my lungs took a shit on me so i turned to crack for the longest time it was pertty bad i did a good job hiding it from my boss friends family and they still do not know the extent of my usage but i don’t do it like i used to and. every day is a chalenge not to but i think i have an evil spirit in me that will not leave me alone i do not have very much clean time but i do have today it is tommorw that i worrie about . on the first i get my check i try to pay bills with the 250.00 a month i get although i dont get much money on disabilty there aways seem to be some one or some thimng that enables me to get high and i hate myself for that i am fighting a battle that seems that there is no chanch of wining i keep telling myself that tommrow is going to be better my god have mercy on my soul. i dont go to N.A. or C.A. or A.A. i feel that no likes me Every time i ask for a ride because i have no car they have better things to do so i say #*#* you all to hell i have a breathing problem an i asked someone to give me a ride and they say o i got to shompoo my carpet or i have a date tonight well go no with your bad self i am so sorry for my bad attitude i also have an anger problem and have got to go before it gets to out of control.BEWELL…….

i am 31 yrs. old.i have used drugs since i was 14 yrs. old.i am currently in treatment and have been clean for 14 months.its very hard and i trully have to take it one day at a time.i am employed and in school.i have my 13 year old daughter with me.getting into a treatment program has restored my life.the only way to stay clean and in recovery is to work the steps,be honest to yourself,and build your relationship with your Higher Power!if you do this i am sure things will get better!ONE DAY AT A TIME

your disease doesnt want you to get better!theres always going to be a road block as long as you allow your disease to lie to you.go to meetings,work the steps,trust and believe that with God you can do this!i have been clean 14 months.my doc was prescription pills.it does get better i promise,but you have to do the footwork@jude